"Well yes, after a fashion. And now, no but also only kind of. It's..." He struggled with just coming out and saying it but it was Airy and he wanted to share this part of himself, a very integral part of himself, with her.
"I have a.. a weakness. And while you can't help me with that particular weakness, I would love to get you high and see what comes out of that beautiful head of yours. Opium, heroin.. The hard, fun stuff. The stuff that normally destroys normal humans."
Like it or not, he had a responsibility and granted, he picked and chose when to respect and tend to that responsiblity, but the guilt of not tending to it weight just as much as the reward elated him.
I'm sorry this is so long in coming, you don't have to respond if you don't want to keep it goin
"Well yes, after a fashion. And now, no but also only kind of. It's..." He struggled with just coming out and saying it but it was Airy and he wanted to share this part of himself, a very integral part of himself, with her.
"I have a.. a weakness. And while you can't help me with that particular weakness, I would love to get you high and see what comes out of that beautiful head of yours. Opium, heroin.. The hard, fun stuff. The stuff that normally destroys normal humans."
Like it or not, he had a responsibility and granted, he picked and chose when to respect and tend to that responsiblity, but the guilt of not tending to it weight just as much as the reward elated him.